Helo Again .. Hmm .. Wodering In One Deayh How Many Tymes Must i Update My Blog ? hahah ..
Bored Liaaww.. Hmm .. In Suddent I Was Thinking Bout My Family .. OMG ! Haaiiss ..
Wondering Hows My Mum And Family In Bukit Merah .. i Miss My Mum Soo much ..
Use Live With My Mum .. Bhut Since i Have This One Problem That i Should Not Tell In Here .. Thn i Shift To My Dad's House .. Haaaiiss .. Im Soo Stress ..
Many Problems i Have To Face Alone .. Bhut i Keep Trying To Stand Strong .. bhut Till Wen Must i Keep Standing ? i Need a Job .. To help My Bukit Merah Family .. Even My Age is Not Enough To Face All This .. Bhut For Me Im Big And Old Enough To Face IT ..
Ppl Dont Understand How i Feel .. Dont Understand My Situations .. Bhut im Hoping Some Of My Friends Do Understand me .. Tht Know My Backgrounds .. My Family Problems Tht i Share With Them ..
Even My Boyfriend ..
Laasttime Wen i Was In Primary School .. i Use To be The Most CheerFul Girl In The Class .. Always Cheer My Friends Up Wen They Are Down ..
Wen Stepping In Secondary .. It Bacame Abit Worse .. Cus of Exams .. My Mum .. Bills ..
Bhut Now ? Since i Quit School .. And The Worse Problem That i Have To Face .. Im Not CheerFul Like Lasttime .. Like How i Use To Be ..
Haaiiss ..
All i Wan In My Family ... Is Just "Happiness" .. Not More Thn That ..
Why Cant i Just be Like Lasttyme ? With Mama .. Ayah .. Kakak .. Now .. All Change ..
Mama Is Facing Many Kind Of Illness .. Till She's Too Stress .. And Get Brain Damage .. And Now .. She Didn't Remember Much .. She Keep Asking The Same Ques ..
i Need The Old Mama .. That Use To Put a Smile On My Face EveryMorning ..
Wen i Cried .. She Is The One Who Always Give Me a Hug .. Support Me From Bhind .. Bhut Now .. Shes Far Away From Me ..
And Ayah <StepFather> .. He Take Care Of Me Since i Was Primary3 .. Till Sec2 ... And Everything Change .. Eu Always Bring Me Go Fishing .. Eu Cheer Me Up Wen im Down ..
Eu Sang Me a Song ..
Eu Cook Spaghatti For Me .. There's many memories That Left Bhind ..
And i Still Keep it .. )':
Kakak .. Since i Was Born .. i Know Youh Hate me Soo Much .. Bhut, How Much Youh hate .. i Still Treat You Like My Sister .. i Love You So Much .. Youh Scold me .. Blame me Everything .. Hit Me ..
Bhut i Never Ever hate You .. )'':
This year hari Raya .. im Hoping To Celebrate With my Bukit Merah Family ..
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♥ Writen By Her
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