Wednesday, 10 August 2011
Didn't update blog for few deays or weeks ? hmmmms ... busy & sometimes lazy to update ... haaiiss ... Now my life like .. haaaisss .. dont know laaa ... dari kecik sampai kebesar .. hidop tak pernah bahagie .. have a family .. bhut i feel like i dont have a family .. im on my own ..
Kenape hidop aku mesti macam niy .. Kalau ini cabaran .. Kenaper cabaran yg mcam niy mesti aku dapat ?
orang boleh tengok aku happy pat luwaa .. with friends .. with boyfriends .. bhut inside .. is full of hurts .. ppl dont know that .. they didn't feel what i feel .. what they say .. # Bersaba,Cheerup,Stay Strong ... *
That's all .. Da bnyk aku bersaba .. I've tried to cheer myself up .. Stay strong ? i've been standing strong for so long .. facing all this problems .. Bhut till wen ??
Im not like other girls out there .. I know what's is the difference in me .. bhut ppl wont know .. & i dont want them to know .. Let them find it theirself ..
Dengan kehidupan aku macam niy .. i cant make ppl happy ..even boyfriend .. Haaaiiss ..i dont know what to say .. Law bbl bnyk .. nanti orang sala kan aku .. orang ckp aku sala ..tak pernah betol ..
For me ... its like .. i dont need anyone in my life .. NOONE ! Only Allah ..
♥ Writen By Her
12:49
Saturday, 30 July 2011
The Silly us .. (:
Heyh Lovies .. Sorry didn't update my blog for few deays ? or maybe weeks ? i dont know laa kaan .. hehe ..
as you can see below .. Its not my who update it .. its Boyfriend .. I love him alot ..
Thanks for updating this blog baby .. (: <3
Okeayh .. few deays past .. Hmmmmmm... *wondering* .. Nothing much actually .. Spending my time with baby .. at his crib .. joke around .. had my deay with him .. and have a fight with kembar ..
bhut now all is back to normal ..
TODEAYH EYH ????!!! heheh ! todeayh going spending time with my kembar with her mum & braah .. had a great deayh with them ..
Thanks to her mum for the swansen ! hehe ! i love it .. Kenyaaaaaang Siot ! ^^
Okeayh .. have a fight with baby .. dont want tell why okeayh ? just keep this to myself .. bhut its all my fault .. ikot kan sangat perasaan .. haaiiss .. I cant sleep till now thinking bout him ..
OH YEAH ! few deays ago .. Pakcik kesayangan masok hospital .. same as mama's case .. hilang ingatan .. haaiiss .. cried like hell at the hospital ..
kembar and boyfriend company me .. and they saw me cried .. haais .. wad to do .. must let it out ..
cant stand it to see my uncle like that ..
And todeayh guess what ? my second uncle is warded in haspital .. And its also my lovely uncle .. i love my both uncle alot .. Haaiiss .. Lepas satuu satuu ..
im stress .. macam2 masaalah timbol biler time2 nak puaser niy .. haaiss .. bhut nehmind .. keep stading strong no metter what okeayh ? haaiss .. TOMORROW ? planning wanna meet yayah bello and her boyfriend .. da lamer tak jmper .. and yayah also want meet my boyfriend cus they are friend since secondary school i think ?
bhut baby is busy tmrrow . law sempat maybe meeting up ?
and im going out with kembar tmrrow .. dont know going where .. hmmmms ... to him ..
im sorry for everything .. i realise it how much you really love me .. i know it ..
Apaper jadi kan mataey aku !! aku tkkn maaf kan diri aku .. i have promise myself to takecare of him .. okeayh can ? (:
till here .. bye .. ^^
♥ Writen By Her
13:32
Tuesday, 26 July 2011
1st of all let just say its me amann ... Yeah yeah her bofie like duh ... Who else could it be kan ?Wah sian ahk ... Dont know what to type bout ... Wait wait ... Lemme think 1st can ? . . .
Done ...
It all started through Facebook ... STOP ! Do i have to tell the whole thing when she already told you blogsters how it happen ...? Nah ! Lets cut it short lah aye ?
Ziiyh ... Also known as Nur Razidah ...
Who is she to me ?
She's a girl whom i make friends with through Facebook ...
From a stranger , to a friend ...
From a friend , to someone special ....
Till today ... Look at where we are now ?
In a Relationship ...
Yeah i love her a lot ...
Like really2 a lot much !
She may not be that pretty like the other girls out there ...
She may not make me happy all the time when i need her to be with me ...
Same goes to me .....
I may not make her happy all the time ...
But guess what ...
Looks doesn't matter ....
That's not the main point ...
The important thing that matter is the heart ...
Now that the main point the heart ...
So you blogster ans me this ....
" What the point of having a gf / bf with looks when their heart is rotten , cold and heartless as a devil "
True ?
To her ... If you're reading this ... Ehk wait , of course lah you will be reading it ... It's your blog ...
U may not make me happy ...
U may not always be there for me when i need you ...
This goes the same to me ...
I may not make u happy like u want it to be ...
I may not always make you smile all the time ...
I too may not always be there for you when u need me ...
But believe me when i say this ...
I'm already happy enough ...
I couldn't ask for anything more from you ...
You're all i wanted ...
And now , i do have you with me ...
That's all i ever need , and i'm happy ...
I L O V E Y O U <3 <3 <3
The Day Where Your Heart And Mine Become One <3
One Nine Zero Seven Two Zero One One
( 1 9 0 7 2 0 1 1 )
Written By Him <3 ...
Amann
♥ Writen By Her
00:13
Friday, 22 July 2011
Nampak Nampak ? Sweeeeeet kan ? Heheheh ! Random Picture .. Im Bored . :/
Hehe ! Okeayh Bye !
♥ Writen By Her
11:57
Yo Readers .. Hmmm ... Time Is Now 2:29am .. And im Still Awake .. Told Baby That im Going To Sleep .. Bhut I Cant Sleep .. Haais .. Sorry Baby if You Are Reading This ..
I CANT SLEEEEEP OKEAYH ! Hmmmph !
Okeayyhh .. So Lets Talk Bout Yesterdeayh ? Hmmmm .. Had A Deayh With Boyfriend .. Go Vivo Meet His Dad .. And Get Free Ride of Cable Car .. Lamer Tak Naek .. Sekali Naek Muker Pucat Abes .. Baby Told Me Laa .. Hmmmm .. The Last Time i Ride a Cable Car Its When i Was Just 6 7 Years Old .. Sooo Long Right .. Hmm .. Bhut Fun Laa .. Hehehe ! After That .. Planning Of Visiting Mama At bukit Merah ..
Da Kat Vivo Kan .. Soo Ingat Nak Singgah Jaap .. Bhut Tak Jadi .. Cause of Some Weird Feelings ..
Soo Off To Yiishun After Buying Something To Eat .. In The Bus Baby Sleeping .. Dhen aku Shiok Sendiri Dengar Laguu .. When He's Awake Tros Keychoh .. Get Bite From Him Many Times .. Bhut i Dont Mind .. Hehehe .. And Thn Its Was a Last Minute Planning Of Meeting Kembar At Wdlands ..
Da Sampai Yiishun InterChange Took 856 ... Kembar And Her Boyfriend .. Tuu Pon Tak Lamer ..
Have a Quick Gossip With Kembar And Get Fuckup With Iwan Tyco After Knowing Somer Stories Bout Him .. Hmmmph !
Okeayh Skip ! Soo Todeayh ? Todeayh Was Nothing .. Spending Time With Family At Home ..
Around 7+ had a Last Minute Plan Again .. Meeting Kembar At Causeway Point .. Had Fun With Her Justnow .. Around 9 We Make our Own Way Home ..
Reach Home Online And Chat With Baby & Thn Otp With him .. Tell Him Some Bout My Family Problems .. My Backgrounds .. And There's My Tears Falling ..
He Give me Some Advise .. Suroh Bersaba .. Okeayh .. i'll .. Thn Now He's Off To Lala Land ..
Tomorrow ? Going out with Kembar .. To Clementi .. Taking Some Pictures ..
Niy La Case Pompan Sengket Gamba .. Hmmmph ! nehmind Dhen .. Okeayh laa .. Now i Dunno What To Write .. Long Enough ? Hahaah ! Okeayh Can ! Bye ! ^^
♥ Writen By Her
11:43
Wednesday, 20 July 2011
Hey Heloo Readers .. Hmmmms ... Currently Bored .. Nothing To Do at Home .. Just Came Back From Marsiling .. Fatch My Sister And Brother .. They Just Came Back From Malaysia ..
And Now Just FaceBooking And Youtube .. Haaiiss ... Waiting For Boyfriend Mxg .. He Woke Up At 4+ .. So Late Right ....... He's Tired .. Understand .. :DD
Soo Lets Talk Bout Yesterdeayh ? Have a Fight With Him Only For Awhile La .. After Meeting Up Everything's Back To Normal .. Bhut Yesterdeayh Is My Special Deayh With Him ..
He Make My Deayh .. I Dont Know If You Guys Are Reading This And You Spot Something ..
Hmmmms ! Its This Word .. " Boyfriend" ^^
Yeaah .. He Ask For it Yesterdeayh .. And Its Really Cute .. hahah ! Wanna Know ? Cannot ! Haha !
Soo .. Look Like Every 19th Is Our Deayh .. Insyaallah We Stay Long .. And Try To Keep This Relationship Strong .. We Had Made Our Promised .. & i Will Keep Those Promises .. (:
I Love Him Alot .. :D
Soo Keayh laaaa ! Till Here ! Lazy Want Update Long Long .. Hehe !
Bye Pieeeepos ~! ^^
♥ Writen By Her
02:24
Monday, 18 July 2011
Heyh ! Look At The Time .. its Already 3:26Am .. And Im Still Awake .. Hmmmm ... Sleeping For Few Hours Justnow .. Dhen Terbangon ! Now Cant Sleep ... Haaaiyaaa ... Currently Now Facebook And Youtube .. Sunggoh The Bosan .. Haaiss .. Bhut ITs Okeayh ..
Mxg Him JustNow .. He Just Wanted To Sleep .. He Company Me For a Few Minutes ..
And Off To Sleep ..
Saw His Ex Comment ..
Hmmm .. I Dont Care Laa .. i Understand How His Ex Feels Wen Missing Her Ex And His Family ..
I Do Even Ask Him To Meet Her One Deayh ..
Soo Yeaah .. Okeayh .. (:
i Also Do Tell him .. If She Wanted To Change For The Sake Of Being Together Back With Him ..
Im Willing To Let Him Go .. i Know He Also Cant Forget bout His Ex ..
Its Not Easy To Forget Bout Someone That You Have Been Together With Him/Her For 2 years ..
i Understand .. He Told Me This Before ..
" Everyone Deserve a Second Chance To Change "
Soo Dont Tell Me He Cant Give his Ex A Second Chance ..
The Way Im Saying This .. Yes, it Shows That Im Giving up Easily .. Giving Up Doesn't Mean Im Weak Or Something .. Bhut It Shows That Im Strong Enough To Let Him Go ..
I Just Wants Him To Be Happy With The One That Can Give Him Happiness ...
For Me .. I Can See MySelf That i Cant Give him Happiness .. What Can i Do is Just Pray Whats The Best For Him .. Hmmmms !
I Know its Sounds Like "Merepek" Laa Kaaan .. Bhut This Is What i Feel Rightnow .. (':
♥ Writen By Her
12:39
BoyFriend
